Am I Being Punished?

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Prayer Request: Okay, my life is absolutely spiralling out of control. I know for the past few years I have lost touch with god and have almost become atheist, but I have wanted to become closer to god for a long time, but during the summer I became someone who Satan lived inside for a while. I was cussing a lot, I was throwing the finger, I was using god’s name in vain. But I tried to become closer to god, but I couldn’t go to church because of my busy schedule. But this year, I believe I am being punished for my sins harshly. This year, school has been tough on me, my friends are changing, I have done things I am not proud of one bit, and my life is spiralling out of control. This year alone, my grades have slipped, I am stressed more than ever, God keeps putting me on a trail of guys that always end up leading to heartbreak, I have just been a complete wreck this year. I don’t know, I feel I am being punished for something, because everyday it seems to be one bad thing after another. I just feel like God hates me and wants to punish me for what I had sinned.

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Mark Tucker

so why is the jesus freek telling my wife to treet me like crap? why does she want to be in my bedroom? get out of our lives.devorce is next.was a greatmarrrae.till “god” got in my wifes ear. low lifes hiding behind a fictional book,robes&other crap so they can scam&screw up others lives because they are so screwed up them selves. get help and leave the rest of us alone!!!