Feeling Like My Husband Is Trying To Push Me Away

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Hello all!

I have a serious situation. My husband was in a bad car accident which left him sterile. We discussed this before we married. I was okay with the idea of maybe we can just adopt. Fast forward 6 years later and we are in the middle of the adoption process. Only to find out that felons are not allowed to adopt.
My husband made some bad choices when he was younger as a lot of us did. He’s not that same person anymore. He’s a youth pastor, a hard worker, and a loving husband. It hurts him that he can’t give me the one thing I long for the most, a child. My dilemma is that I’m starting to question whether or not I am really okay with never being called mom. Never looking into my child’s eyes, or holding my own child in my arms. I love my husband, but lately he has been saying things like I deserve better than him and that I have his blessing to divorce and find someone who can give me a child because he knows how much it means to me. He has even been doing things I feel like just to run me away. Things that he wouldn’t normally do. It’s almost as if he’s trying to push me away or make me to leave him. What should I do?

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