I’ve been with my husband for 7 years and a few months ago I found out that he has been with another woman and as a result of that he is expecting a child with her. Needless to say we separated as soon as I found out. He moves back in with his family in another city and we don’t talk for a month. After that we start to speak again and I find out later by another woman that they have been together since before we started to speak again and have been intimate. This other woman told me a lot of things. In the midst of this I found God and I’m building a relationship with Him. I’ve forgiven my husband, the soon to be baby’s mother, and the other woman. I speak to the baby’s mother at least 2 or 3 times a week and I recently saw my husband after 3 months of separation. I guess what I’m dealing with is the fact of feeling numb. I’ve been praying on whether or not to stay with my husband. Oh we have no kids and I was suppose to start testing to see if I can have kids next year, but that’s being put on the back burner for now. I’m just so confused on what to do. Where do I start if I do stay? How can I deal with the situation? I really need help.